Headache

It’s been such a long time that I’ve never updated by blog. There are so many reasons but one of them is I spend long time update my blog. Sometimes it is up to one hour. I don’t know also why I spend such long wasting my time doing so. Now I decided to write because of headache. haha…yoyo….I think I am making everyone  become headache. Well, I don’t actually know who to share with so I want to share some problems that have been my shadow for months. To be honest, when someone angry with me I can’t stand still. Even that person is not important to me but this damn stupid nature has been driven me crazy all the time. I always keep telling myself that I have to this to do that so that person won’t angry with me anymore. Ok let me go straight to the point. My friend and I have been in dispute for months. The root of the quarrel was playing. Play play then haha men ten….Play but not hurt ok but when play and then hurt haha things went to the other way around. After playing became real then the fire has begun. We didn’t talk about what was wrong but just keep downgrading the relationship. Sometimes my friend and sometimes myself. You know the guys’ habit is like that. We do whatever as we can just not to put ourselves high. haha…..Keep ignoring each other sometimes but sometimes thinking….Now I think the relationship is even worse. I want to ignore it but the more I ignore the more headache I become. I don’t know if all of you the same as me or not but I feel uneasy. I guess if the outsider person I think I won’t think much but this is my close friend. Maybe I should talk but by the time I want to talk then I have no feeling to talk. Hahaha I know why because I don’t want to start first. But I should do it because friendship is more than those crazy guy’s idea…win win.. I hate the word ” lost” . Some a few words also that keep me headache. “ Give thousands chance to your enemy to become your friend but don’t give a single chance to your friend become your enemy” . These words that fool around all the time whenever I see my friend with his sad face. Hai ya…never mind I have to talk.. I think only talk can solve the problem.! Hope I can solve it or I will be headache all the time..